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Waking Times . Home Contact About Us Submit Articles Reading List . Consciousness & Body Science & Mystery Evolution & The Shift Food, Nature & Earth News & Info Matrix Media Gallery More… . Home > The 10 Most Important Inventions of Nikola Tesla By WakingTimes May 22, 2014 14 Comments Read More → The 10 Most Important Inventions of Nikola Tesla Tesla - BorderlandsNicholas West, Guest Waking Times Ere many generations pass, our machinery will be driven by a power obtainable at any point of the universe. Throughout space there is energy. — Nikola Tesla, 1892 Nikola Tesla is finally beginning to attract real attention and encourage serious debate nearly 70 years after his death. Was he for real? A crackpot? Part of an early experiment in corporate-government control? We know that he was undoubtedly persecuted by the energy power brokers of his day — namely Thomas Edison, whom we are taught in school to revere as a genius. He was also attacked by J.P. Morgan and other “captains of industry.” Upon Tesla’s death on January 7th, 1943, the U.S. government moved into his lab and apartment confiscating all of his scientific research, some of which has been released by the FBI through the Freedom of Information Act. (I’ve embedded the first 250 pages below and have added a link to the .pdf of the final pages, 290 in total). Besides his persecution by corporate-government interests (which is practically a certification of authenticity), there is at least one solid indication of Nikola Tesla’s integrity — he tore up a contract with Westinghouse that was worth billions in order to save the company from paying him his huge royalty payments. But, let’s take a look at what Nikola Tesla — a man who died broke and alone — has actually given to the world. For better or worse, with credit or without, he changed the face of the planet in ways that perhaps no man ever has. 1. Alternating Current — This is where it all began, and what ultimately caused such a stir at the 1893 World’s Expo in Chicago. A war was leveled ever-after between the vision of Edison and the vision of Tesla for how electricity would be produced and distributed. The division can be summarized as one of cost and safety: The DC current that Edison (backed by General Electric) had been working on was costly over long distances, and produced dangerous sparking from the required converter (called a commutator). Regardless, Edison and his backers utilized the general “dangers” of electric current to instill fear in Tesla’s alternative: Alternating Current. As proof, Edison sometimes electrocuted animals at demonstrations. Consequently, Edison gave the world the electric chair, while simultaneously maligning Tesla’s attempt to offer safety at a lower cost. Tesla responded by demonstrating that AC was perfectly safe by famously shooting current through his own body to produce light. This Edison-Tesla (GE-Westinghouse) feud in 1893 was the culmination of over a decade of shady business deals, stolen ideas, and patent suppression that Edison and his moneyed interests wielded over Tesla’s inventions. Yet, despite it all, it is Tesla’s system that provides power generation and distribution to North America in our modern era. 2. Light – Of course he didn’t invent light itself, but he did invent how light can be harnessed and distributed. Tesla developed and used florescent bulbs in his lab some 40 years before industry “invented” them. At the World’s Fair, Tesla took glass tubes and bent them into famous scientists’ names, in effect creating the first neon signs. However, it is his Tesla Coil that might be the most impressive, and controversial. The Tesla Coil is certainly something that big industry would have liked to suppress: the concept that the Earth itself is a magnet that can generate electricity (electromagnetism) utilizing frequencies as a transmitter. All that is needed on the other end is the receiver — much like a radio. 3. X-rays — Electromagnetic and ionizing radiation was heavily researched in the late 1800s, but Tesla researched the entire gamut. Everything from a precursor to Kirlian photography, which has the ability to document life force, to what we now use in medical diagnostics, this was a transformative invention of which Tesla played a central role. X-rays, like so many of Tesla’s contributions, stemmed from his belief that everything we need to understand the universe is virtually around us at all times, but we need to use our minds to develop real-world devices to augment our innate perception of existence. 4. Radio — Guglielmo Marconi was initially credited, and most believe him to be the inventor of radio to this day. However, the Supreme Court overturned Marconi’s patent in 1943, when it was proven that Tesla invented the radio years previous to Marconi. Radio signals are just another frequency that needs a transmitter and receiver, which Tesla also demonstrated in 1893 during a presentation before The National Electric Light Association. In 1897 Tesla applied for two patents US 645576, and US 649621. In 1904, however, The U.S. Patent Office reversed its decision, awarding Marconi a patent for the invention of radio, possibly influenced by Marconi’s financial backers in the States, who included Thomas Edison and Andrew Carnegie. This also allowed the U.S. government (among others) to avoid having to pay the royalties that were being claimed by Tesla. 5. Remote Control — This invention was a natural outcropping of radio. Patent No.613809 was the first remote controlled model boat, demonstrated in 1898. Utilizing several large batteries; radio signals controlled switches, which then energized the boat’s propeller, rudder, and scaled-down running lights. While this exact technology was not widely used for some time, we now can see the power that was appropriated by the military in its pursuit of remote controlled war. Radio controlled tanks were introduced by the Germans in WWII, and developments in this realm have since slid quickly away from the direction of human freedom. 6. Electric Motor — Tesla’s invention of the electric motor has finally been popularized by a car brandishing his name. While the technical specifications are beyond the scope of this summary, suffice to say that Tesla’s invention of a motor with rotating magnetic fields could have freed mankind much sooner from the stranglehold of Big Oil. However, his invention in 1930 succumbed to the economic crisis and the world war that followed. Nevertheless, this invention has fundamentally changed the landscape of what we now take for granted: industrial fans, household appliances, water pumps, machine tools, power tools, disk drives, electric wristwatches and compressors. 7. Robotics — Tesla’s overly enhanced scientific mind led him to the idea that all living beings are merely driven by external impulses. He stated: “I have by every thought and act of mine, demonstrated, and does so daily, to my absolute satisfaction that I am an automaton endowed with power of movement, which merely responds to external stimuli.” Thus, the concept of the robot was born. However, an element of the human remained present, as Tesla asserted that these human replicas should have limitations — namely growth and propagation. Nevertheless, Tesla unabashedly embraced all of what intelligence could produce. His visions for a future filled withintelligent cars, robotic human companions, and the use of sensors, and autonomous systems are detailed in a must-read entry in the Serbian Journal of Electrical Engineering, 2006 (PDF). 8. Laser — Tesla’s invention of the laser may be one of the best examples of the good and evil bound up together within the mind of man. Lasers have transformed surgical applications in an undeniably beneficial way, and they have given rise to much of our current digital media. However, with this leap in innovation we have also crossed into the land of science fiction. From Reagan’s “Star Wars” laser defense system to today’s Orwellian “non-lethal” weapons’ arsenal, which includes laser rifles and directed energy “death rays,” there is great potential for development in both directions. 9 and 10. Wireless Communications and Limitless Free Energy — These two are inextricably linked, as they were the last straw for the power elite — what good is energy if it can’t be metered and controlled? Free? Never. J.P. Morgan backed Tesla with $150,000 to build a tower that would use the natural frequencies of our universe to transmit data, including a wide range of information communicated through images, voice messages, and text. This represented the world’s first wireless communications, but it also meant that aside from the cost of the tower itself, the universe was filled with free energy that could be utilized to form a world wide web connecting all people in all places, as well as allow people to harness the free energy around them. Essentially, the 0’s and 1’s of the universe are embedded in the fabric of existence for each of us to access as needed. Nikola Tesla was dedicated to empowering the individual to receive and transmit this data virtually free of charge. But we know the ending to that story . . . until now? Tesla had perhaps thousands of other ideas and inventions that remain unreleased. A look at his hundreds of patents shows a glimpse of the scope he intended to offer. If you feel that the additional technical and scientific research of Nikola Tesla should be revealed for public scrutiny and discussion, instead of suppressed by big industry and even our supposed institutions of higher education, join the world’s call to tell power brokers everywhere that we are ready to Occupy Energy and learn about what our universe really has to offer. The release of Nikola Tesla’s technical and scientific research — specifically his research into harnessing electricity from the ionosphere at a facility called Wardenclyffe — is a necessary step toward true freedom of information. Please add your voice by sharing this information with as many people as possible. For additional information about the demand for release, or to use as a template to form your own demand, please visit: http://releaseteslasresearch.weebly.com/ As they state: Tell your friends, bring it up and discuss it at your next general assembly, do whatever you can to get the word out, organize locally to make a stand for the release of Nikola Tesla’s research…. America is tired of corrupt corporate greed, supported by The American government, holding us back in a stagnant society in the name of profit . . . The Energy Crisis is a lie. . As an aside: there are some who have pointed out that Tesla’s experimentation with the ionosphere very well could have caused the massive explosion over Tunguska, Siberia in 1908, which leveled an estimated 60 million trees over 2,150 square kilometers, and may even have led to the much maligned HAARP technology. I submit that we would do well to remember that technology is never the true enemy; it is the misuse of technology that can enslave rather than free mankind from its animal-level survivalism. Please view the video below, which does an excellent job at personalizing this largely forgotten human being, as well as show the reasons why to this day he is not a household name. And here is a video that offers an essential alternative view of ancient Egypt and other cultures that employed pyramidal structures, which suggests the staggering outer limits of what Tesla was attempting to harness and offer to humanity: Note: Please feel free to add your own information, article links, or video links about Tesla and his work in the comment section. I would also point you to Rand Clifford’s 3-part series: Nikola Tesla: Calling All Freethinkers! which has a wealth of different information than what you will read below. Additional Sources: http://www.electroherbalism.com/Bioelectronics/Tesla/TeslaversusEdison.htm https://wwws.whitehouse.gov/petitions/%21/petition/release-nikola-teslas-technical… http://science.howstuffworks.com/nikola-tesla1.htm http://teslapress.com/blackout.html https://secure.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/wiki/History_of_radio http://www.pbs.org/tesla/ins/lab_remotec.html http://home.earthlink.net/~drestinblack/didyouknow.htm http://sites.google.com/site/teslanichelson/home http://www.world-mysteries.com/dougy.htm http://radiographics.rsna.org/content/28/4/1189.full **This article originally appeared at ActivistPost.** ~~ Help Waking Times to raise the vibration by sharing this article with the buttons below… You Might Also Like Non-Surgical Dark Spot Removal Non-Surgical Dark Spot Removal In Order To Incarnate To Earth You Had To Master Manifestations In Order To Incarnate To Earth You Had To Master Manifestations The Magic Of Laughter The Magic Of Laughter Remove Your Eye Bags Instantly Remove Your Eye Bags Instantly What Forbes Magazine Calls “The #1 Weight-Loss Supplement” What Forbes Magazine Calls “The #1 Weight-Loss Supplement” Easy Way to Remove Wrinkles Easy Way to Remove Wrinkles How to Lose 20lbs of Belly Fat in a Month? How to Lose 20lbs of Belly Fat in a Month? Secret Brain Pill Billionaires Are Using Secret Brain Pill Billionaires Are Using ? Posted in: Contributors, Culture, Energy, Guest Writers, History, Ideas, Ingenuity, Science, Society, Technology, Time & Space . Subscribe If you enjoyed this article, subscribe to receive more just like it. Subscribe via RSS Feed Connect on Facebook Fly With Me on Twitter Connect on YouTube ... 14 Comments on "The 10 Most Important Inventions of Nikola Tesla" Trackback | Comments RSS Feed . dimitri says: May 23, 2014 at 6:37 am I wonder if Tesla ever thought about the effects of electro-magnetics on the human body. Like Marie Curie experimenting with radium totally unprotected from its radiation, Tesla was probably naive about the effects of EMFs on the human nervous system and other organs. Thus not all of his discoveries would rate high up there amongst the wonders of the world. Reply Kunta Kinte says: May 24, 2014 at 8:15 am Naïve? who should then be rented at the top? And why don’t we teach our kids (and adults off course) of the virtues of that guy? Some people find the faintest dot on a large white sheet! May they are the one to rank at the top!! Reply qp says: May 24, 2014 at 3:12 pm That depends on the frequency range. I believe he was very much aware of frequencies that were harmful to human body, and others that are safe. Reply Koolz says: May 25, 2014 at 7:45 pm Tesla was tapping into ancient Knowledge. The Ability to use Sound, Vibration, and everything works on a frequency. That’s a scary thought isn’t it. The Use of those three would be used against us for us. Back before Egypt they knew this they were the ones that first showed it. Perhaps they defied Gravity with it and who knows what else. Sound=frequency+Magnets in prime numbers=….Anti Gravity? Reply Eric says: May 26, 2014 at 12:08 am Tesla makes Einstein look like a kindergarten child. Tesla is a humanitarian who desired to help humanity for humanity’s progress. His inventions will greatly benefit humanity. It is just a matter of tme before his investions are in the public domain. Reply Patrick Sullivan says: May 26, 2014 at 12:38 pm The Tesla coil was based on the concept that the Earth itself is a magnet that can generate electricity (electromagnetism)” If we consider that the Earth is the magnetic side of electricity, where might we find our electric side of electricity that would allow us to plug our free energy into it? Tesla was looking at our ionosphere. IN 1928 Dr Moray used solid state electronics to produce 50kw a day, about $120 worth of electricity at 10 cents a kw. High speed Velocity of planetary motion provides a beginning to understand the basics of the source of free energy. Here’s a link for your consideration: http://bitchworld.weebly.com/the-four-elements-of-free-energy.html Reply Cristobal Colon says: May 28, 2014 at 10:52 am America always kills anything good that happens come from its bosom. Reply SymplisticBeauty says: May 29, 2014 at 5:37 pm On quite a few Tesla posts on this site, there seems to be no mention of Tesla’s contribution to the Philadelphia Experiment and his creation of stealth technology, which was needed for the ship to become invisible. Now all this is alleged information or maybe classified information from Al Bielek/Edward Cameron. There’s tons of interviews from Mr. Bielek online where he talks about Nikola Tesla. He and Tesla were acquaintances, according to him. Here’s some links: http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/montauk/esp_montauk_7a.htm http://educate-yourself.org/ab/abglobalscienceinteviewaug97.shtml Reply carlos says: January 17, 2015 at 9:07 pm I like a lot this post, but if you think it, it’s impossible not to pay for electricity, maybe is true it should be cheaper, I don’t know. Anyway, we are already taking the electricity from the earth: from the wind, hydraulic power, even from atoms, atomic energy. outside the earth we are taking energy from the sun. so we are doing what Tesla thought already. But we need a receiver, right? so we need money. Reply Tesla says: January 17, 2015 at 11:04 pm It’s “radio” control. Remote can be achieved with light, air, liquid, wire, etc. Reply Some random guy says: January 17, 2015 at 11:29 pm And of course the videos posted are no longer available. Oh, the irony. Reply Anonymous says: January 18, 2015 at 9:30 am I’m watching them now….. 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SPAMOLA! 5:55 pm.
6:06 pm
6:09 pm

Passing out.
Damn it! Another space! From where did it come??



















Whoa, lots of space.... I've got to do something about that. The spammers are breaking through. It's Wednesday morning, the 28th of January. 2015.
There, fixed it. Shouldn't see any more spaces breaking through. Though I'm not sure why they were there in the first place....
I'm cooking spinach and broccoli right now.
Waiting for it to cool down.
Spinach and broccoli have been eaten, now I'm drinking some red tea.
The broccoli water is nasty... gonna be hard to drink that without the red tea mixed in.
My life is incredibly boring. It's 9:30 am, and I just don't know what to do with myself. every time i type a lower case i it gets auto-corrected to a capital I, except now that i went back and changed it, now it stays lower case. Yea! Now, what am I going to do with myself ALL DAY.... holy fuck. I could work on the AI for the heads up poker up there, or i could think of something else to add to this website, i dunno....
In the words of john bowles, i feel like a rat in a hamster wheel.
What has the world come to? We spend all day sitting in front of TVs and computers. That's all everyone does is watch movies and TV. What the fuck? I spend all day in front of this computer, so I'm not much better. Right now I listen to Joe Satriani on Pandora.... fucking autocorrect. i want lower case i's! there, that one is staying.
12*17=204
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vuINhmT3V8Y
10:12 am. I'm still bored.
A mexican walks by outside. Holy shit autocorrect, it tried to capitalize mexican three times! i had to go back and make it lowercase, same with that i back there, and that one.
It's 10:30 am! Time is slowly passing away, never to be seen again. It is January 28th, 2015. I patiently wait for September, doing nothing every day from now until then, because the drugs that are injected into my muscles block my dopamine, which prevents me from feeling good and having fun. it prevents those strange and unusual energy rushes in my brain, which I love so much. Yes I know people must be sick of listening to me whine about the medication i'm on, but it really is that bad. it's in my bloodstream! preventing my dopamine from firing! this is extreme! I can't believe i'm actually going to wait it out until September, as opposed to just running away from the law and becoming a fugitive in the usa, working odd jobs in construction, painting, or whatever else I can find for cash off the books, its scary thinking about it, because the medication makes me believe I am unable to do anything other than sit in this chair! terrible thoughts, I know. but I hate this medication i'm on with every fiber of my being, and my choices are to refuse taking shots, or take them until September. if i refuse to take shots, i'll be brought to jail. that's some serious shit right there. this is such a boring shithole i'm in.
Terribly boring chapter of my life, the greystone years.
The time is now 10:47 am, and i'm still sitting here, thinking about making a starcraft map, something I've been unable to do for a while now, make a fun map. 3 guys from Viking pest control are just standing around outside the I building, looking dejected and lost. autocorrect is all over viking, isn't it. i'm not capitalizing anything, auto correct is doing it all for me. hey, they're gone, but the truck is still there. where did they go? inside maybe?
It's 11:03 am, and i'm listening to jump start by greg howe
It's 11:17 am, and I'm listening to Siege Engine by Buckethead.
Just made a starcraft map, and now starcraft won't start. WTF?
It's 12:51 pm. StarCraft started, and my map wasn't any fun. It was a map where you have to cover the whole map with cerebrates to win, and I couldn't even play it vs 7 comps. I think I'm going to take a walk outside, and try to make some new friends. Something that is impossible.
Making friends with strangers requires energy. It's not a lazy half ass effort to talk to a stranger off the street. They will usually just walk past you, offering only a quick hi if that. You have to stop walking, talk to them, maybe even turn and walk with them, all things that require lots of energy. It's 1:20 pm and I've stopped off in the public library. Surrounded by other people who I'm assuming have no internet access at wherever they live. Girl next to me seems to be doing her taxes? Anyways, I just dropped off some crappy books/dvds in this place, hopefully someone else puts them to good use.
My poker game has got some bugs in it, apparently it gets caught in an infinite loop sometimes when you try to raise all in. I'll have to fix that. But for now, I'm going to continue my walk. Leaving the computer with 33:33 on the clock.
It's 3:00 pm, and I'm back from my walk. I bought a package of healthy Oreos from shop rite and ate the whole thing.
Oh yea, Melissa from day hospital called and told me she was going to call my probation officer because i haven't been going to program. ah well, fuck her and program.
Just drove June to TD bank to try and cash a $3 check. And now Sean is here, we're listening to Vinnie Moore.
I just played the drums, and Sean and I are sitting here bored.
It is 5:34 pm
Time to get a sub from Steve's
6:18 pm. Sean went home, i got a sub from steve's and a bag of lay's chips that were only a dollar. still bored.
8:44 am on Thursday, January 29th. There was a power outage last night. I thought for sure my keyboard was fried, but lo and behold it works! Praise God!
I've got another idea for a fun starcraft map. In this one each player gets 1 cerebrate, and you get new units every minute. Kill other cerebrates to score points, and they respawn somewhere else.
Or something. BLah.
Actually, I don't really know what I'm going to make. But I'm going to take a shit now, so I've got time to think about it. Actually I've got all day to think about it, but whatever.
Just took a shit. That felt good.
9:35 am, and I'm now boiling the water for some double broccoli. Yum!
Double broccoli with lemon pepper has been eaten. Red tea with broccoli water however, remains to be drank.
Red tea is running low, damn it! I like that stuff!
4 cups of red broccoli tea has been drank.
10:36 am, and 16*6=96. Boy from Seattle, Steve Vai.
Still sitting here, bored. Trying to think of a fun starcraft map to make.
11:44 am, listening to the derek trucks band
Yabba dabba doo ball jingly smith
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12:13 pm! It's a special time.
It took awhile, but i think i finally pissed out all the red broccoli tea.
What a great life I have. 12:42 pm, and i farted, and it stinks.
Debbie from RIST is coming over to visit. I must pause Pandora when she arrives.
Number of players: Buy in amount: Pay one out of every: Calculate prize pool Prize pool payouts go here. Number of players(2-22): Shuffle Deck Shuffled deck goes here. Enter a number: Get Factors Factors go here. CPU 2000 ?? ?? -------------------- 0 ?? ?? ?? ?? ?? 0 0 -------------------- ?? ?? 2000 Begin Play heads up vs a cpu! This page was cleared on 01/27/15 at 1:57:22 PM Oysterhead sucks! What was Les Claypool thinking letting Trey Anastasio rule over him like that? Gabby's pizza is good. 12 * 1 is 12. 3 * 19 = 57 FUCK OFF SPAMMERS! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH What the fuck, where did that space come from Space? No more space? 8 * 8 = 64 8*4=32 FUCK YOU SPAMMERS!! I DON'T SEE ANY SPAM ANYWHERE!! Buckethead Just took a shower, out of sheer boredom. Not because I'm unclean. It's January 27th. 4:57 pm, 3 hours since I last cleared the page. This day is coming to a close. 2 snow days in a row I didn't have to go to day program, yippee! I probably won't go in tomorrow either. 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All rights reserved. Waking Times . Home Contact About Us Submit Articles Reading List . Consciousness & Body Science & Mystery Evolution & The Shift Food, Nature & Earth News & Info Matrix Media Gallery More… . Home > The 10 Most Important Inventions of Nikola Tesla By WakingTimes May 22, 2014 14 Comments Read More &#8594; The 10 Most Important Inventions of Nikola Tesla Tesla - BorderlandsNicholas West, Guest Waking Times Ere many generations pass, our machinery will be driven by a power obtainable at any point of the universe. Throughout space there is energy. — Nikola Tesla, 1892 Nikola Tesla is finally beginning to attract real attention and encourage serious debate nearly 70 years after his death. Was he for real? A crackpot? Part of an early experiment in corporate-government control? We know that he was undoubtedly persecuted by the energy power brokers of his day — namely Thomas Edison, whom we are taught in school to revere as a genius. He was also attacked by J.P. Morgan and other “captains of industry.” Upon Tesla’s death on January 7th, 1943, the U.S. government moved into his lab and apartment confiscating all of his scientific research, some of which has been released by the FBI through the Freedom of Information Act. (I’ve embedded the first 250 pages below and have added a link to the .pdf of the final pages, 290 in total). Besides his persecution by corporate-government interests (which is practically a certification of authenticity), there is at least one solid indication of Nikola Tesla’s integrity — he tore up a contract with Westinghouse that was worth billions in order to save the company from paying him his huge royalty payments. But, let’s take a look at what Nikola Tesla — a man who died broke and alone — has actually given to the world. For better or worse, with credit or without, he changed the face of the planet in ways that perhaps no man ever has. 1. Alternating Current — This is where it all began, and what ultimately caused such a stir at the 1893 World’s Expo in Chicago. A war was leveled ever-after between the vision of Edison and the vision of Tesla for how electricity would be produced and distributed. The division can be summarized as one of cost and safety: The DC current that Edison (backed by General Electric) had been working on was costly over long distances, and produced dangerous sparking from the required converter (called a commutator). Regardless, Edison and his backers utilized the general “dangers” of electric current to instill fear in Tesla’s alternative: Alternating Current. As proof, Edison sometimes electrocuted animals at demonstrations. Consequently, Edison gave the world the electric chair, while simultaneously maligning Tesla’s attempt to offer safety at a lower cost. Tesla responded by demonstrating that AC was perfectly safe by famously shooting current through his own body to produce light. This Edison-Tesla (GE-Westinghouse) feud in 1893 was the culmination of over a decade of shady business deals, stolen ideas, and patent suppression that Edison and his moneyed interests wielded over Tesla’s inventions. Yet, despite it all, it is Tesla’s system that provides power generation and distribution to North America in our modern era. 2. Light – Of course he didn’t invent light itself, but he did invent how light can be harnessed and distributed. Tesla developed and used florescent bulbs in his lab some 40 years before industry “invented” them. At the World’s Fair, Tesla took glass tubes and bent them into famous scientists’ names, in effect creating the first neon signs. However, it is his Tesla Coil that might be the most impressive, and controversial. The Tesla Coil is certainly something that big industry would have liked to suppress: the concept that the Earth itself is a magnet that can generate electricity (electromagnetism) utilizing frequencies as a transmitter. All that is needed on the other end is the receiver — much like a radio. 3. X-rays — Electromagnetic and ionizing radiation was heavily researched in the late 1800s, but Tesla researched the entire gamut. Everything from a precursor to Kirlian photography, which has the ability to document life force, to what we now use in medical diagnostics, this was a transformative invention of which Tesla played a central role. X-rays, like so many of Tesla’s contributions, stemmed from his belief that everything we need to understand the universe is virtually around us at all times, but we need to use our minds to develop real-world devices to augment our innate perception of existence. 4. Radio — Guglielmo Marconi was initially credited, and most believe him to be the inventor of radio to this day. However, the Supreme Court overturned Marconi’s patent in 1943, when it was proven that Tesla invented the radio years previous to Marconi. Radio signals are just another frequency that needs a transmitter and receiver, which Tesla also demonstrated in 1893 during a presentation before The National Electric Light Association. In 1897 Tesla applied for two patents US 645576, and US 649621. In 1904, however, The U.S. Patent Office reversed its decision, awarding Marconi a patent for the invention of radio, possibly influenced by Marconi’s financial backers in the States, who included Thomas Edison and Andrew Carnegie. This also allowed the U.S. government (among others) to avoid having to pay the royalties that were being claimed by Tesla. 5. Remote Control — This invention was a natural outcropping of radio. Patent No.613809 was the first remote controlled model boat, demonstrated in 1898. Utilizing several large batteries; radio signals controlled switches, which then energized the boat’s propeller, rudder, and scaled-down running lights. While this exact technology was not widely used for some time, we now can see the power that was appropriated by the military in its pursuit of remote controlled war. Radio controlled tanks were introduced by the Germans in WWII, and developments in this realm have since slid quickly away from the direction of human freedom. 6. Electric Motor — Tesla’s invention of the electric motor has finally been popularized by a car brandishing his name. While the technical specifications are beyond the scope of this summary, suffice to say that Tesla’s invention of a motor with rotating magnetic fields could have freed mankind much sooner from the stranglehold of Big Oil. However, his invention in 1930 succumbed to the economic crisis and the world war that followed. Nevertheless, this invention has fundamentally changed the landscape of what we now take for granted: industrial fans, household appliances, water pumps, machine tools, power tools, disk drives, electric wristwatches and compressors. 7. Robotics — Tesla’s overly enhanced scientific mind led him to the idea that all living beings are merely driven by external impulses. He stated: “I have by every thought and act of mine, demonstrated, and does so daily, to my absolute satisfaction that I am an automaton endowed with power of movement, which merely responds to external stimuli.” Thus, the concept of the robot was born. However, an element of the human remained present, as Tesla asserted that these human replicas should have limitations — namely growth and propagation. Nevertheless, Tesla unabashedly embraced all of what intelligence could produce. His visions for a future filled withintelligent cars, robotic human companions, and the use of sensors, and autonomous systems are detailed in a must-read entry in the Serbian Journal of Electrical Engineering, 2006 (PDF). 8. Laser — Tesla’s invention of the laser may be one of the best examples of the good and evil bound up together within the mind of man. Lasers have transformed surgical applications in an undeniably beneficial way, and they have given rise to much of our current digital media. However, with this leap in innovation we have also crossed into the land of science fiction. From Reagan’s “Star Wars” laser defense system to today’s Orwellian “non-lethal” weapons’ arsenal, which includes laser rifles and directed energy “death rays,” there is great potential for development in both directions. 9 and 10. Wireless Communications and Limitless Free Energy — These two are inextricably linked, as they were the last straw for the power elite — what good is energy if it can’t be metered and controlled? Free? Never. J.P. Morgan backed Tesla with $150,000 to build a tower that would use the natural frequencies of our universe to transmit data, including a wide range of information communicated through images, voice messages, and text. This represented the world’s first wireless communications, but it also meant that aside from the cost of the tower itself, the universe was filled with free energy that could be utilized to form a world wide web connecting all people in all places, as well as allow people to harness the free energy around them. Essentially, the 0’s and 1’s of the universe are embedded in the fabric of existence for each of us to access as needed. Nikola Tesla was dedicated to empowering the individual to receive and transmit this data virtually free of charge. But we know the ending to that story . . . until now? Tesla had perhaps thousands of other ideas and inventions that remain unreleased. A look at his hundreds of patents shows a glimpse of the scope he intended to offer. If you feel that the additional technical and scientific research of Nikola Tesla should be revealed for public scrutiny and discussion, instead of suppressed by big industry and even our supposed institutions of higher education, join the world’s call to tell power brokers everywhere that we are ready to Occupy Energy and learn about what our universe really has to offer. The release of Nikola Tesla’s technical and scientific research — specifically his research into harnessing electricity from the ionosphere at a facility called Wardenclyffe — is a necessary step toward true freedom of information. Please add your voice by sharing this information with as many people as possible. For additional information about the demand for release, or to use as a template to form your own demand, please visit: http://releaseteslasresearch.weebly.com/ As they state: Tell your friends, bring it up and discuss it at your next general assembly, do whatever you can to get the word out, organize locally to make a stand for the release of Nikola Tesla’s research…. America is tired of corrupt corporate greed, supported by The American government, holding us back in a stagnant society in the name of profit . . . The Energy Crisis is a lie. . As an aside: there are some who have pointed out that Tesla’s experimentation with the ionosphere very well could have caused the massive explosion over Tunguska, Siberia in 1908, which leveled an estimated 60 million trees over 2,150 square kilometers, and may even have led to the much maligned HAARP technology. I submit that we would do well to remember that technology is never the true enemy; it is the misuse of technology that can enslave rather than free mankind from its animal-level survivalism. Please view the video below, which does an excellent job at personalizing this largely forgotten human being, as well as show the reasons why to this day he is not a household name. And here is a video that offers an essential alternative view of ancient Egypt and other cultures that employed pyramidal structures, which suggests the staggering outer limits of what Tesla was attempting to harness and offer to humanity: Note: Please feel free to add your own information, article links, or video links about Tesla and his work in the comment section. I would also point you to Rand Clifford’s 3-part series: Nikola Tesla: Calling All Freethinkers! which has a wealth of different information than what you will read below. Additional Sources: http://www.electroherbalism.com/Bioelectronics/Tesla/TeslaversusEdison.htm https://wwws.whitehouse.gov/petitions/%21/petition/release-nikola-teslas-technical… http://science.howstuffworks.com/nikola-tesla1.htm http://teslapress.com/blackout.html https://secure.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/wiki/History_of_radio http://www.pbs.org/tesla/ins/lab_remotec.html http://home.earthlink.net/~drestinblack/didyouknow.htm http://sites.google.com/site/teslanichelson/home http://www.world-mysteries.com/dougy.htm http://radiographics.rsna.org/content/28/4/1189.full **This article originally appeared at ActivistPost.** ~~ Help Waking Times to raise the vibration by sharing this article with the buttons below… You Might Also Like Non-Surgical Dark Spot Removal Non-Surgical Dark Spot Removal In Order To Incarnate To Earth You Had To Master Manifestations In Order To Incarnate To Earth You Had To Master Manifestations The Magic Of Laughter The Magic Of Laughter Remove Your Eye Bags Instantly Remove Your Eye Bags Instantly What Forbes Magazine Calls “The #1 Weight-Loss Supplement” What Forbes Magazine Calls “The #1 Weight-Loss Supplement” Easy Way to Remove Wrinkles Easy Way to Remove Wrinkles How to Lose 20lbs of Belly Fat in a Month? How to Lose 20lbs of Belly Fat in a Month? Secret Brain Pill Billionaires Are Using Secret Brain Pill Billionaires Are Using ? Posted in: Contributors, Culture, Energy, Guest Writers, History, Ideas, Ingenuity, Science, Society, Technology, Time & Space . Subscribe If you enjoyed this article, subscribe to receive more just like it. Subscribe via RSS Feed Connect on Facebook Fly With Me on Twitter Connect on YouTube ... 14 Comments on "The 10 Most Important Inventions of Nikola Tesla" Trackback | Comments RSS Feed . dimitri says: May 23, 2014 at 6:37 am I wonder if Tesla ever thought about the effects of electro-magnetics on the human body. Like Marie Curie experimenting with radium totally unprotected from its radiation, Tesla was probably naive about the effects of EMFs on the human nervous system and other organs. Thus not all of his discoveries would rate high up there amongst the wonders of the world. Reply Kunta Kinte says: May 24, 2014 at 8:15 am Naïve? who should then be rented at the top? And why don’t we teach our kids (and adults off course) of the virtues of that guy? Some people find the faintest dot on a large white sheet! May they are the one to rank at the top!! Reply qp says: May 24, 2014 at 3:12 pm That depends on the frequency range. I believe he was very much aware of frequencies that were harmful to human body, and others that are safe. Reply Koolz says: May 25, 2014 at 7:45 pm Tesla was tapping into ancient Knowledge. The Ability to use Sound, Vibration, and everything works on a frequency. That’s a scary thought isn’t it. The Use of those three would be used against us for us. Back before Egypt they knew this they were the ones that first showed it. Perhaps they defied Gravity with it and who knows what else. Sound=frequency+Magnets in prime numbers=….Anti Gravity? Reply Eric says: May 26, 2014 at 12:08 am Tesla makes Einstein look like a kindergarten child. Tesla is a humanitarian who desired to help humanity for humanity’s progress. His inventions will greatly benefit humanity. It is just a matter of tme before his investions are in the public domain. Reply Patrick Sullivan says: May 26, 2014 at 12:38 pm The Tesla coil was based on the concept that the Earth itself is a magnet that can generate electricity (electromagnetism)” If we consider that the Earth is the magnetic side of electricity, where might we find our electric side of electricity that would allow us to plug our free energy into it? Tesla was looking at our ionosphere. IN 1928 Dr Moray used solid state electronics to produce 50kw a day, about $120 worth of electricity at 10 cents a kw. High speed Velocity of planetary motion provides a beginning to understand the basics of the source of free energy. Here’s a link for your consideration: http://bitchworld.weebly.com/the-four-elements-of-free-energy.html Reply Cristobal Colon says: May 28, 2014 at 10:52 am America always kills anything good that happens come from its bosom. Reply SymplisticBeauty says: May 29, 2014 at 5:37 pm On quite a few Tesla posts on this site, there seems to be no mention of Tesla’s contribution to the Philadelphia Experiment and his creation of stealth technology, which was needed for the ship to become invisible. Now all this is alleged information or maybe classified information from Al Bielek/Edward Cameron. There’s tons of interviews from Mr. Bielek online where he talks about Nikola Tesla. He and Tesla were acquaintances, according to him. Here’s some links: http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/montauk/esp_montauk_7a.htm http://educate-yourself.org/ab/abglobalscienceinteviewaug97.shtml Reply carlos says: January 17, 2015 at 9:07 pm I like a lot this post, but if you think it, it’s impossible not to pay for electricity, maybe is true it should be cheaper, I don’t know. Anyway, we are already taking the electricity from the earth: from the wind, hydraulic power, even from atoms, atomic energy. outside the earth we are taking energy from the sun. so we are doing what Tesla thought already. But we need a receiver, right? so we need money. Reply Tesla says: January 17, 2015 at 11:04 pm It’s “radio” control. Remote can be achieved with light, air, liquid, wire, etc. Reply Some random guy says: January 17, 2015 at 11:29 pm And of course the videos posted are no longer available. Oh, the irony. Reply Anonymous says: January 18, 2015 at 9:30 am I’m watching them now….. Reply ron kukla says: January 18, 2015 at 12:01 pm The movie would of been better without the loud distracting music, I could not finish watching it. Reply Sal says: January 20, 2015 at 11:50 am This post is full of lies !!! http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Electric_motor Reply Post a Comment Name Email Website . Waking Times Daily Email Most Popular This Month 7 Books That Will Change the Way You See the World 7 Books That Will Change the Way You See the World The 10 Most Important Inventions of Nikola Tesla The 10 Most Important Inventions of Nikola Tesla Proof That the Human Body is a Projection of Consciousness Proof That the Human Body is a Projection of Consciousness 5 Ways to Unf*ck the World 5 Ways to Unf*ck the World Ancient Civilisations: Six Great Enigmas Ancient Civilisations: Six Great Enigmas Recent Posts Desire: What Do We Really Want? Did You Know the IRS and the Fed are Private Corporations? Je Suis Hypocrisy? 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SPAMOLA! 5:55 pm. 6:06 pm 6:09 pm Passing out. Damn it! Another space! From where did it come?? Whoa, lots of space.... I've got to do something about that. The spammers are breaking through. It's Wednesday morning, the 28th of January. 2015. There, fixed it. Shouldn't see any more spaces breaking through. Though I'm not sure why they were there in the first place.... I'm cooking spinach and broccoli right now. Waiting for it to cool down. Spinach and broccoli have been eaten, now I'm drinking some red tea. The broccoli water is nasty... gonna be hard to drink that without the red tea mixed in. My life is incredibly boring. It's 9:30 am, and I just don't know what to do with myself. every time i type a lower case i it gets auto-corrected to a capital I, except now that i went back and changed it, now it stays lower case. Yea! Now, what am I going to do with myself ALL DAY.... holy fuck. I could work on the AI for the heads up poker up there, or i could think of something else to add to this website, i dunno.... In the words of john bowles, i feel like a rat in a hamster wheel. What has the world come to? We spend all day sitting in front of TVs and computers. That's all everyone does is watch movies and TV. What the fuck? I spend all day in front of this computer, so I'm not much better. Right now I listen to Joe Satriani on Pandora.... fucking autocorrect. i want lower case i's! there, that one is staying. 12*17=204 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vuINhmT3V8Y 10:12 am. I'm still bored. A mexican walks by outside. Holy shit autocorrect, it tried to capitalize mexican three times! i had to go back and make it lowercase, same with that i back there, and that one. It's 10:30 am! Time is slowly passing away, never to be seen again. It is January 28th, 2015. I patiently wait for September, doing nothing every day from now until then, because the drugs that are injected into my muscles block my dopamine, which prevents me from feeling good and having fun. it prevents those strange and unusual energy rushes in my brain, which I love so much. Yes I know people must be sick of listening to me whine about the medication i'm on, but it really is that bad. it's in my bloodstream! preventing my dopamine from firing! this is extreme! I can't believe i'm actually going to wait it out until September, as opposed to just running away from the law and becoming a fugitive in the usa, working odd jobs in construction, painting, or whatever else I can find for cash off the books, its scary thinking about it, because the medication makes me believe I am unable to do anything other than sit in this chair! terrible thoughts, I know. but I hate this medication i'm on with every fiber of my being, and my choices are to refuse taking shots, or take them until September. if i refuse to take shots, i'll be brought to jail. that's some serious shit right there. this is such a boring shithole i'm in. Terribly boring chapter of my life, the greystone years. The time is now 10:47 am, and i'm still sitting here, thinking about making a starcraft map, something I've been unable to do for a while now, make a fun map. 3 guys from Viking pest control are just standing around outside the I building, looking dejected and lost. autocorrect is all over viking, isn't it. i'm not capitalizing anything, auto correct is doing it all for me. hey, they're gone, but the truck is still there. where did they go? inside maybe? It's 11:03 am, and i'm listening to jump start by greg howe It's 11:17 am, and I'm listening to Siege Engine by Buckethead. Just made a starcraft map, and now starcraft won't start. WTF? It's 12:51 pm. StarCraft started, and my map wasn't any fun. It was a map where you have to cover the whole map with cerebrates to win, and I couldn't even play it vs 7 comps. I think I'm going to take a walk outside, and try to make some new friends. Something that is impossible. Making friends with strangers requires energy. It's not a lazy half ass effort to talk to a stranger off the street. They will usually just walk past you, offering only a quick hi if that. You have to stop walking, talk to them, maybe even turn and walk with them, all things that require lots of energy. It's 1:20 pm and I've stopped off in the public library. Surrounded by other people who I'm assuming have no internet access at wherever they live. Girl next to me seems to be doing her taxes? Anyways, I just dropped off some crappy books/dvds in this place, hopefully someone else puts them to good use. My poker game has got some bugs in it, apparently it gets caught in an infinite loop sometimes when you try to raise all in. I'll have to fix that. But for now, I'm going to continue my walk. Leaving the computer with 33:33 on the clock. It's 3:00 pm, and I'm back from my walk. I bought a package of healthy Oreos from shop rite and ate the whole thing. Oh yea, Melissa from day hospital called and told me she was going to call my probation officer because i haven't been going to program. ah well, fuck her and program. Just drove June to TD bank to try and cash a $3 check. And now Sean is here, we're listening to Vinnie Moore. I just played the drums, and Sean and I are sitting here bored. It is 5:34 pm Time to get a sub from Steve's 6:18 pm. Sean went home, i got a sub from steve's and a bag of lay's chips that were only a dollar. still bored. 8:44 am on Thursday, January 29th. There was a power outage last night. I thought for sure my keyboard was fried, but lo and behold it works! Praise God! I've got another idea for a fun starcraft map. In this one each player gets 1 cerebrate, and you get new units every minute. Kill other cerebrates to score points, and they respawn somewhere else. Or something. BLah. Actually, I don't really know what I'm going to make. But I'm going to take a shit now, so I've got time to think about it. Actually I've got all day to think about it, but whatever. Just took a shit. That felt good. 9:35 am, and I'm now boiling the water for some double broccoli. Yum! Double broccoli with lemon pepper has been eaten. Red tea with broccoli water however, remains to be drank. Red tea is running low, damn it! I like that stuff! 4 cups of red broccoli tea has been drank. 10:36 am, and 16*6=96. Boy from Seattle, Steve Vai. Still sitting here, bored. Trying to think of a fun starcraft map to make. 11:44 am, listening to the derek trucks band Yabba dabba doo ball jingly smith <br><br><textarea> 12:13 pm! It's a special time. It took awhile, but i think i finally pissed out all the red broccoli tea. What a great life I have. 12:42 pm, and i farted, and it stinks. Debbie from RIST is coming over to visit. I must pause Pandora when she arrives. What is 14 * 8?
14*8=112! and 10*20=200. and poop*sex=phenomenons
Well that was fun, I copy/pasted my entire website to itself. How fun. I'm having so much fun. Pandora is unpaused, Debbie is gone. I'm thinking of just pigging out and going to the bagel shop and eating 2 bagel sandwiches. It's been about 4 hours since that broccoli, and im getting hungry? am i? or am i just eating out of boredom?
It's now 1:51 pm, and....... I'M SO HAPPY! NOT. I'M BORED.
TO THE BAGEL SHOP!
Just finished eating 2 delicious pork roll egg and cheese sandwiches, on everything bagels with ketchup. Yum! Now I'm going to take a shower. BRB. It's 2:38 pm.
WOw! Now its 3:09 pm! Look at all the time I'm wasting helping out no one! I need to do something to benefit the human race, but what?
Trying out a starcraft map with beacons and cerebrates.
scmdraft is crashing out hard, its covered my desktop with a black box
StarCraft doesn't launch when i click the icon on the desktop, i have to eject and re-insert the CD. nothing fucking works aNymore!
Me and Sean are chillin, listenin to snoop dogg. me and john drank a 40 each, then john left like a bitch.
It is now 7:43 pm, and we listen to the red hot chili peppers
Sean likes the drummer. Dream theater - change of seasons
seasons change, and so can i. hold on boy, no time to cry, 8:00 pm. sean went home
Its January 30th, 4:10 am, and im playing my new starcraft map with beacons and cerebrates.
I went back to bed around 4:50 am, since nobody was joining. and now its 8 am and im headed to day program.
It's 8:56 am and I'm now at day program. Google Chrome can access my site, but I don't think internet explorer can.
Never mind, internet explorer can also access it. wow. amazing. kasim hooked me up with a free coffee and I played bill in pool twice. he won one, I won one.
It's 10:30 am, and i just kicked the black lady off the computer. i think her name might be michelle, but im not sure. anyways, group is starting soon. impulse control with julie at the art table.
Once upon a time there was a bear named Booboo. Booboo liked to eat honey, so one day he left his house in search of honey. He wandered deep into the woods where he found a giant bee hive. He grabbed the bee hive and threw it against a tree. Bees came swarming out, but Booboo didn't care. He went into the bee hive and got some honey. He got stung a little bit, but that's ok. His bear skin was thick and could easily handle a few stings. He then walked home and sat down on his couch. He turned on his television. On the news there were stories about murder, war, and rape. How disgusting, thought Booboo. I must do something to change the world. But what? I'm just one bear. He walked down the path to his neighbor's house. He walked inside. "Oh hey there Booboo" said Jack, his neighbor. "Whats new these days?" "Oh, just more murder, war, and rape on the tele, I'm getting sick of it," Booboo responded. "Its time to do something about it." Booboo was an inventor, and he was working on building a flying car, but he needed more raw materials to make it work. He needed some titanium. So he walked down to the hardware store and walked inside. There were vast rows of tools and materials, so Booboo strolled through the aisles. He saw another bear looking around, so he walked over and said hello. It turned out she was looking for a hammer. "How'd you like to get hammered at my place?" She accepted the offer, and followed Booboo back to his home. He'd get that titanium another day. He brought his new friend back to the couch and put on a porno video. That got her in the mood, and pretty soon Booboo was using his own hammer going in deep looking for nails in a small cave. He found one nail head that was called the G spot, so he hammered on that for a while. After a while they finished and Booboo went into the kitchen and made some iced tea. Hemp tea, to be specific. It was Booboo's special recipe. He and his friend drank it all down. It was delicious. Then he turned on the television. More stories of murder, war, and rape. "Damn it, why don't I throw this thing in the garbage already." He unplugged the tele, and brought it down to the curb with a sign on it saying 50 bucks. Hopefully some poor fool would come by and buy it. He sat there and waited 20 minutes, and sure enough, a young lad walked by with 50 bucks. He agreed to purchase the TV, and suddenly Booboo had an extra 50 bucks to spend. So he decided to walk down to the casino. He entered and walked over to the slot machine. There he found a bear sitting at a slot machine, fumbling through her purse looking for more money. "How about I play with your slot machine?" She agreed, and Booboo took her back to his place. Now he had 2 friends to have fun with. Booboo got busy satisfying them both, and then said to himself, I really need to get to work on my flying car. He walked around back and put the finishing touches on the engine. It took him all day, but finally the engine was ready. The car was now ready for sale. He got inside and flew down towards the city, where some rich people planned to pay him a lump sum of one million dollars for the car. "Oh this car looks superb" said one of the rich people as he sipped on his champagne. "Mind if I take it for a test drive?" "Sure thing" said Booboo, and the rich man got inside and flew off. He left his wife behind who stood there with Booboo. "Mind if I take you for a test drive?" She laughed and led him inside the apartment building. She took him to her bed and they proceeded to get it on. Just as they were finishing Booboo looked up to see the husband walking in the door. "Oh just splendid" he said, "It handles beautifully. Here's a briefcase with one million dollars inside" Booboo had sold his car, and was now one million dollars richer. He took a walk down the city street, briefcase in hand. He walked into a whore house and paid every single prostitute there to have business with him. It took him all day, but he serviced the women, 50 in all. Each one cost $200, so it cost him $10,000. He only had $990,000 remaining. He walked into a hotel and paid $200 for a room. He saw one of the maids cleaning a room. "Excuse me, but my room looks dirty. How about you come and clean it?" She followed him into the room, but it was clean and spotless. "How about if I give you a cleaning?" Booboo had her naked in no time at all, and they made the bedsheets dirty with fluids. "Now clean that up" Booboo exclaimed, and she quickly grabbed the sheets and came back with fresh ones. Booboo slept like a baby that night, and the next morning he woke up and walked down to the lobby. There was a gym inside, and Booboo got to the weights and started lifting. He then went for a brisk jog on the treadmill. Finally he finished off with 10 laps in the olympic sized swimming pool, then he hopped in the shower to clean himself off. He walked down the city street with $989,800 left in his briefcase. "I think I'll go to the zoo," said Booboo. He walked to the zoo and paid $20 to get inside, leaving him with $989,780. He walked over to the tiger cage. He looked in. Such a ferocious looking tiger. At this time a zookeeper walked by. "I'll pay you a thousand dollars to give me your key ring." The zookeeper agreed, and Booboo had keys to all the animal's cages. He also got a taser from the zookeeper. He unlocked the tiger cage. "Be free, my animal friend." The tiger began to follow Booboo around. Next he walked over to the gorrila cage and unlocked the gorrila inside. The gorrila and tiger followed behind Booboo. They exited out the back gate, and flagged down a taxi truck big enough for the animals. The taxi ride cost $50 to get to the jungle, leaving Booboo with $988,730. "Thank you for setting me free," The tiger said. "I am also thankful," the gorrila said. The three of them walked into the jungle together. They came upon a community of free gorrilas. "It was nice meeting you," the gorrila said, and he left to join the group of gorrilas. Now it was just Booboo and the tiger. "Will you be alright on your own?" Booboo asked. "Yes I'll be fine, and thanks again for freeing me." "You're welcome," Booboo said, and walked down the dirt path alone. He came upon a small town. He walked through the town until he came to a car dealership. He spent $80,000 on a water powered car, leaving him with $908,730. He poured some water into the tank, filling it up, and then drove back home to his tree house in the woods. Winter was approaching, so it was time for Booboo to hibernate. Soon enough it was spring time, and Booboo came out of hibernation. He walked through the woods and found a man with a chainsaw cutting down a tree. "Oh no you don't" Booboo said and charged the man from behind, knocking the chainsaw out of his hand and into the dirt, ruining the blade. "Get out of my forest," Booboo exclaimed, and the man ran in terror. Booboo went back home and sat down behind his computer. He ordered a drumset, which cost him $1000, leaving him with $907,730. A few days later the drums arrived. He assembled the drumset and started playing a beat. Soon the nearby animals joined in. Before he knew it his living room was full of squirrels, deer and birds all rocking along to his drum beat. He stopped playing, and the animals broke into a round of applause. "Thank you everyone, now get out." They all left, and Booboo resumed playing the drums. The animals tried to come in again, but Booboo locked the door. So the animals came in the window instead, and started jamming along. Booboo sent the animals away, and locked the window this time. He played the drums some more, and lots of forest animals were standing outside his house, showing their fascination and playing along, making sounds with their mouths and claws and beaks. Finally after three hours Booboo finished playing the drums and the animals broke into a round of applause from outside. "Thank you everyone, I'm glad you enjoyed my playing," Booboo said. "Hey, we're having a party tonight deep in the woods, and we'd be honored if you came and joined us," one of the deer said. "I'll be there," said Booboo. He walked down the path to his friend Jack's house and brought him along to the party. There were forest animals of all kinds there, and even a few female bears too. Booboo wasted no time getting them naked and screwing them right there on the forest floor, while the animals cheered him on. One of them held a video camera and submitted the video to the internet, where it got millions of hits. They also played a game of horseshoes, and there was badminton there too. After drinking plenty of fruit punch, Booboo passed out in a pile of leaves. He woke up the next morning with no hangover, but he was still thirsty. He got plenty of water to drink from a nearby river, and jumped in to go swimming. After diving around and doing the backstroke for awhile, Booboo tired of swimming and got out of the water. He went looking for those bears that co-starred in the video with him last night, but he couldn't find them. Oh well, he thought, I think I'll go for a drive in my new car. He walked back to his house, and filled his car's tank with water. He then got in and went for a drive down the highway. He saw billboards advertising all kinds of products and services, most of which seemed pretty useless to him. He came to a county fair in a nearby town, and walked around a bit. There was a chili bowl, and Booboo loved chili. He taste tested all the different kinds of chili, and came to one in particular that stood out. "This is really good," Booboo told the man. "Ah, glad you like it. It's been an old family recipe for 20 years," the man explained. "My name's Carl. Nice to meet you," he said, and shook Booboo's hand. "Hey, I got front row tickets to the car race, you're welcome to join me." Booboo agreed, and soon they were sitting in the front row, watching cars go speeding around a track. One car crashed and exploded into flames. The audience cheered. Next Booboo went to the horse track, and bet $730 on a particular horse that he liked. He lost the bet, leaving him with $907,000. But he did meet a nice looking bear there, who happened to bet on the winning horse. He showed her his water powered car, and she was very impressed. They took it for a ride down the highway and came to the beach. They went underneath the boardwalk and Booboo penetrated her. She made bear noises, but no one on the boardwalk seemed to mind. In fact, one person came down with a video camera and recorded some of the escapades, and submitted it to the internet. "Thanks everyone," Booboo said, and walked down the boardwalk with his lady friend. They bought some cotton candy and ice cream and pizza. They had a feast, and this cost Booboo $70, leaving him with $906,930. They felt too fat to move after that, but they eventually did walk back to his car, and he drove her back to his house in the woods. He showed her his drumset, and she was impressed. So impressed that she got naked and started fellating him. Booboo then inserted his member straight into her over and over again. Finally he finished, and walked down to the stream to fetch dinner for that night. He reached into the river and grabbed some salmon out. He ate the salmon, and brought some back for his friend. She ate well, and they both passed out in Booboo's bed. The next morning Booboo decided he needed to get involved in politics if he wanted to change the world for the better. But he'd need to be really stoned first, so Booboo smoked a big blunt, then walked down to city hall. Because of some equal opportunity laws that were passed last year, there needed to be a bear on the council, and Booboo just happened to fit the bill. Booboo was the leading bear in the council, and got to work repealing all kinds of laws. First he repealed the gun laws, so anyone could carry and buy guns. Then he legalized all drugs, and set up pot shops across the town. Then he demolished the prisons and jails and mental institutions, setting everyone free. He established new schools, and in less than a year one young bear invented personal space ships for anyone to use. The town thrived. Next Booboo abolished traffic lights, but that was irrelevant since everyone was driving flying cars at this point. Booboo scooped up all the 18 year old girls from the schools, and got on a spaceship with them. They blasted off and explored outer space.
It's lunchtime on Friday. Mike T sits to my left, Ken to my right.
Lunch was delicious, seconds were served. It was chicken, rice, tater tots, and squash. The time is now 12:37 pm. Bill and Chris are playing pool.
Just took a shit, 3:18 pm.
Someone rang the doorbell while i was taking that shit. i think it was john bowles.
It's 3:53 pm, and im listening to the heroes 4 soundtrack
Its 10:00 am on Saturday, January 31st. John BOwles came over, and we drank a few 40's each. I also drove up to Annandale and picked up Heather, and she drank with us for a little while. Then I drove her home. I need to stop drinking, I always feel sick afterwards.
I spent $10 on 40's of PBR.
This all happened Friday night, by the way. NOt Saturday morning.
It's 11:42 am, and I'm going to take a boredom shower. It will waste a good half hour of time.
It is 2:17 pm. I washed the dishes, took out all the glass bottles, cut my fingernails, and Kirsten from RIST came over. She called as i was lying in bed, but i ignored the call. The answered the door when she knocked though. and now im going to take out the garbage, and go to steves to get a sub and some ice cream.
A sub? *A* sub? Ha! I got 2 subs, because that's what a pig i am. i also got some ice cream waiting in the freezer. the time is 3 pm.
Screw this, I'm going to bed.
7:52 pm. Note to self: never eat 2 subs again. i threw up in the toilet, and throw up even came out my nose
On top of that, i shit my pants, and had diarrhea! Not a good night. 8:49 pm now.
I stayed up just about all night, barely sleeping at all. Feeling sick the whole time. Now its 8:39 am on February 1st, and I'm about to go eat breakfast with my parents at the country griddle in Flemington. then later im going to go over and watch the super bowl.
It was just dad there, and we argued about the time when he called a meeting with day hospital to discuss me getting a job at walmart. as if that even needs to be discussed? i can handle it guys.
I'm feeling really shitty today. Spending the whole day in bed, probably skipping the super bowl.
Feeling a little better this morning, about to head into day program. I ate some of my country griddle breakfast. And chugged a whole bottle of water.
It is 7:53 am on Monday February 2nd 2015.
There's hardly anyone here. Kasim hooked me up with a free coffee.
I ate a very small lunch, just a bit of rice. Allen started talking mad shit while I was playing pool with Mike. Mike ended up beating me, then Allen beat Mike, then I beat Allen. Now I'm in the Monday 2nd group computer class. Class? There's no learning going on here, its just me, Mike, And John Mo is playing solitaire.
Now I'm back home, after an uneventful day at day hospital. I just brushed my teeth.
John Bowles came over, we went to five guys, i got some fries, then we went to the liquor store, then came back here and listened to some music. i did not drink any alcohol. then we went to his place and watched "the golden child".
We had pizza rolls for lunch. I beat Mike in pool twice. It is 12:37 pm on Tuesday February 3, 2015. I'm at day hospital right now.
Mike beat me in pool twice at 3pm. I get home to pay my insurance bill to geico.
I went to the Sands and lost $300 playing poker badly. I need to stop playing, I don't know what happened to me, but I am no longer good at the game.
It is now Wednesday February 4th, 2015. 8:07 am. I leave for day hospital.
I beat Bill in pool twice, he beat me twice. Then I played the laughing hall walker and was beating him bad, but then i scratched on the 8 ball and lost.
Just got home and took a shower. Sean called towards the end of day program and said he needed to come over and use the computer, but he hasn't gotten here yet.
It's been 8 days since the page was cleared!
Sean came over and we watched some mortal kombat videos.
And now we're going to drive to Newark with june so she can pay some of her fines, so she doesn't have to go to jail.
It is Thursday, February 5, 2015, 9:53 am. I just put some clothes in the washing machine, i figure at 10:20 am they'll be ready to move into the dryer. I finished off my country griddle breakfast. sean came over for 10 minutes then left.
The boredom level is rising.
I just brushed my teeth, and now, i'm going to go move clothes into the dryer. i'll go with just a t-shirt on, because im tough like that.
There. At 11:30 am i'll take my clothes out of the dryer.
Clothes are out of dryer and put away. Laundry complete. Yay!
I drove Sean and June around a bit, then i came home and ate a sandwich my parents brought over earlier this week from the super bowl. then Emily from rist came over, and now im going over to sean's to watch movies.
It's 11:58 pm. Earlier me and Sean went over to John Bowles's and watched the wolf of wall st. and we caught the end of the planet of the apes. a black guy, sam, marissa, and even adam stopped by for a little while. then i went to ferraro's and participated in an open jam with slackjaw.
I refilled my water bottles, and now i head to day hospital. Friday February 6th, 2015.
I ate 2 everything bagels. Bill destroyed me in pool. Ruth sits to my right. I am in day hospital now.
Lunch was fish. I took a shit. I sat on the couch for awhile and missed half of brain teasers. We played pictionary and I did all 10 words on the card.
its 2pm, music therapy is about to start
Just drove John Bowles to the liquor store. 5:30 pm now
February 7th, 2015. Saturday. I cut my toenails. I ate a little ice cream for breakfast.
Just went to the bagel shop and got 2 pork roll egg & cheeses on everythings with ketchup. time is now 11:22 am.
Kirsten from RIST just came over and delivered $100. Now I am going over to john bowles's.
Hung out at john's with nelson and sean. watched mad max and lets go to prison. john is apparently checking himself into the hunterdon medical center. we smoked a bit of wacky tobacco.
February 8th, 2015, Sunday. Woke up, finished off the dutch chocolate ice cream, took a shower, and am now about to fill up my water bottles. sometime soon i need to go to Walmart and buy some hand soap, body soap, and a mop.
The trip to Walmart was made, sean came along. we played pool and then smoked.
And now apparently Brittany is going to sleep over. oh boy. im going to pick her up in a few hours or so.
Sean is back over.
And Sean left.
Brittany slept over. The time is now 7:34 am, Feb 9 2015.
9:16 am, at day hospital. I ate an everything bagel, a wheat everything toasted with butter, and 2 cups of ICU coffee. New schedules start today.
I ate fish for lunch. I have colleen 3 times today.
It's the same thing every day, over and over.
Sean called me 3 times while i was in the shower.
Just watched a 1:45 video about UFO's. After eating a bit of cereal, and now i'm headed to bed.
8 am, Feb 10, 2015 Tuesday. I'm headed into day program.
Program is so fucking boring. It is during Julie's group now, during the 10 minute break. 11:30 am.
Teresa from RIST came over. 4:45 pm now.
7:55 am, Wednesday feb 11. tomorrow i will be 30 years old. holy shit.
5:30 pm. Went for a walk around Flemington, bought an avocado from basil bandwagon. dan from rist is coming over. http://www.flemingtondiy.org/
7 pm now. I cut my fingernails and took a shower.
Happy birthday to me. 9:20 am, i think im gonna make my last double broccoli, sprinkle some lemon pepper on top, drink the red tea. playing pool with sean at 11:30, jamming with john later on, maybe around 6
FEBRUARY 12 1985 - FEBRUARY 12 2015 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
bROCCOLI has been dropped in the boiling water.
18*8=144
Oh no! The last of the red tea has been used up. It'll be pure broccoli & spinach water from now on. happy birthday.
Broccoli has been eaten.
Drinking the red tea now. It is snowing outside. happy birthday.
13*13=169
17*16=272
Not playing pool with Sean, he's at tim's.
Listening to guitar del mar, reading www.truthcontest.com just shaved my beard and took a shower, now im walking into town to get my head shaved, and buy a sub on the way back.
Just hung out with John Thompson, we rocked out on guitar/drums, then went to play some pool, then went to gabby's pizza. he's got some awesome recordings of me him and dan briechle on his ipod.
Friday Feb 13, 8:05 am. About to head into day program.
3:52 pm. out of day program, showered. i can either go to Walmart and try to socialize, or i could sit here and try to make a starcraft map. hmm, what to do...
Of course i choose starcraft. what in the world is wrong with me
I went to Walmart and walked around for awhile. i did not talk to one person..... except for the girl that stopped near me near the ice cream.
10:25 am, Feb 14 2015. Valentine's Day. I will not get laid today.
I play full tilt play money poker while listening to the Mario party soundtrack. just another day in my pitiful life.
Nelson just came by and saw me in my pajama pants at 11:30 am. Where's Sean? What are you all doing? Losers! Yep.
Just went to Gabby's Pizza, then to Walmart to buy some breyers peach ice cream. i ate about a third of it already.
i don't know why talking to strangers is so hard. but it is. i go to Walmart, i cant talk to a single person.
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Teresa from rist just came over and dropped off $100. Listening to scenes from a memory, 3:34 pm
I wish i could talk to strangers. i wish i had that super enthusiasm, i wish i didn't feel dead inside. i need to talk to strangers.
strawberries, gabby's pizza, and breyers peach ice cream is what ive eaten today this valentines day. i didn't take lucy ann to dinner... that's ok, ill take her another time.
it is February 15, 2015. sunday. i took a poop. and now im going to eat some cereal.
There's snow on the roads outside! I'm going to dinner with my parents at 7pm tonight.
I'm going back to gabby's pizza for the 4th day in a row! Wow! And then i'm going to Walmart to try and grow the courage to start talking to strangers.
I talked to 2 strangers, but we barely made it into the small talk category. basically worthless interactions. now im going to order a garmin gps device, and go see a movie somewhere.
Nope! Garmin is too expensive, no good movies playing. im staying home for 3 and a half more hours. its 3:30 pm.
2 more hours until dinner with parents at 7pm.
6:10 pm. I just shaved my face.
6:18 pm. I'm listening to Mario's Rainbow Castle from Mario Party.
It is Monday February 16th, 8 am. I'm about to head into day program. The drivers side door of my car is broken, and only opens from the inside. what a pain in my ass. i'm watching a video of someone playing Mario party with 3 cpu's on wario's battle canyon
0*18=0. Just killed another cockroach, after killing one in the shower just now. The time is 3:38 pm, and i'm going to Walmart to socialize.
4 pm. i'm going to shop rite first to go food shopping, bringing it home, then going to Walmart and beyond. sean is coming to accompany me.
Courage has been found! I talked to many strangers, though most of them just said hi back and nothing else. I did get one chick's number (Mariele) and sent her a text, but she didn't respond.
Tuesday, February 17. 8:02 am. I get ready for day hospital. Today I get my invega shot.
I'm talking to strangers, but it doesn't ever go past small talk.
I beat Chris in pool twice today, he beat me none.
Last night I ordered the book "Deep Truth". Today after program I went to the bank and deposited $180 into my account which already had $180, bringing it up to $360 and leaving me with $16. On the way there a cop stopped me for rolling through a stop sign, but h e didn't give me a ticket. I spent $10 on gas, then went to the bridgewater mall. My courage failed me today, i did not talk to a single person inside the mall. Though there were lots of free samples of food being given out, and one sample convinced me to spend my last $6 on a meal. There were girls all over the place inside the mall, but my courage was nowhere. Maybe next time.
I withdrew $60 from the bank.
Kirsten from RIST came over, and i called mariele and talked to her for about 5 minutes.
Wednesday, February 18. 8:10 am. About to go to day program.
I came home, showered, and played starcraft. the time is now 6:41 pm.
I shaved my face, rocked on keyboard for a little bit, and now i'm driving sean up to high bridge so he can get one of his paychecks or whatever. tomorrow night is the open mic night, which i will NOT chicken out of. i'm going.
Thursday, February 19. 10:16 am. Cooking up some breakfast burgers, then going to play pool with sean, then open mic at 6 or 7.
Burgers were eaten. Beth from rist came over for like an hour and a half. Sean's not answering his (mom's) phone. I walked to probation and back, and they're closed due to some kind of plumbing issue. it is now 1:30 pm
i went to bed for an hour, then me and vince went to go play some pool. i then went to gabby's pizza. the time is now 5:30 pm
I went to the open mic last night, and spent 6 dollars on green tea. They had no piano set up so i didn't jam, but i listened to people play, and one guy, Michael Massimo, gave out a free cd of him playing, and i got it. he was fuckin good. i left around 9:30. the time is now 8:07 am, Friday February 20.
Saturday, February 21. Last night I read Deep Truth while listening to Massimo. I finished the book today. I made breakfast burgers, and Kirsten from rist came over.
the time is 4pm. i spent the last 4 hours playing RUF 1.1 and now my head hurts a bit.
7:30 pm now. ive been playing on full tilt. hooray. a day well spent.
Its 8:38 am on sunday February 22. my parents are coming over, and we're going to eat at the country griddle at 9. my mom is going to clean my apartment for me. how nice of her.
its now 10:43 am. im listening to into the darkness from shining force 2
Oh yeah, I shaved my face earlier this morning.
Beth from rist is now over here, reading this page over my shoulder. Bad! Go back to the couch, beth! stop reading my page!
gotta get off the meds! the meds make me depressed! fuck the meds!
At 1:30 am this morning, there were people outside shoveling, laughing, and carrying on disturbing my sleep.
http://elinastonge.wix.com/howtochangetheworld
You're supposed to feel good about life. Otherwise why live?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t50W044Flsg
12:50 pm. Just watched some Louis CK videos. good stuff.
Spent the day sleeping, and listening to smooth mcgroove on youtube. i also ate 6 eggs. im now playing full tilt poker. the time is 7 pm.
Monday February 23. 8am. about to go to day program. fuck day program.
12:47 pm. just beat Brandon in pool twice by him scratching the 8 ball. im feeling very light headed today, dunno if its the 3 cups of coffee, or the fact that I ran from the car to the hospital today or what it is, but damn. some blood circulation problems. better go get some drugs, right? the doctors would be happy to get me hooked on something, wouldn't they.
cooking some afternoon burgers. the time is 3:36 pm
5:36 pm. drove sean and june to Walmart, cut my fingernails and took a shower. now returning an email to uncle joey, washing dishes.
Coleen from rist came over.
just rocked out on keyboard for a little while.
Tuesday February 24. 7:48 am.
http://www.endalldisease.com/dr-kent-hovind-100-reasons-why-evolution-and-the-big-bang-are-stupid/ Just got home from program, cooked up some sausages, and watched a 2 hour video about why evolution is stupid. its those wacky Christians! they're back, and a man named kent hovind explains what is wrong with evolution. i don't know... i definitely believe in god, im just not so sure Christianity gets it completely right.
lisa from pathways just called. i have an appointment Thursday at 10 am.
Just shaved my face.
Wednesday february 25, 7:56 am.
just drove Brandon home in ringoes, and am now cooking some delicious sausages. 4:11 pm.
i just ordered the book "disappearance of the universe".
just refilled my water bottles, headed to bed. 8:23 pm
Thursday February 26. mr manzini came over yesterday and said i have to go in march 5th, the day of bowling. so i'll go in after bowling that day. the time is now 9:24 am, and i am going to the hospital to visit pathways. it looks as though i may get a job after all. yaaaay, extra money.
just played pool for 3 hours with sean, total cost for both of us, $10. cooking up some sausage now, then we're going over to see john bowles.
Spent my last $20 on 40's for all of us, but john said he's going to pay me back $20 today, plus sean owes me 3 dollars. 7:51 am, Friday February 27.
John paid me back, and Emily came to bring $100. Danielle talked to me today! Wow. Ignoring her paid off.
10:33 am, Saturday February 28. dan from rist is coming over in a half hour. yesterday i took out the trash, shaved my face, took a shower, and cooked broccoli & spinach. today i am going to buy some dish soap, a new hoodie, some ice cream, and some bagel sandwiches.
6 MORE MONTHS UNTIL SEPTEMBER!!!
11:35 am, Sunday March 1. Yesterday i drove to the liquor store several times for john bowles and nelson. we hung out at b4 and watched betelguese and drank some 40's. then me and sean went to the pattenburg house to watch slackjaw.
I finished off the black raspberry chocolate ice cream, then drove sean to staples and Sherwin Williams so he could get some documents printed out. then we went to his house and watched aqua teen hunger force for about an hour or two. then i came home (now) and am boiling up the water for some double broccoli.
17*19=323
finished eating the broccoli and drinking the broccoli water. now listening to the ultra zone, imagining how happy i will be in 6 months.
7:54 am, Monday march 2.
i beat allen in pool 5 games out of 7. I also beat mike T once. day hospital is boring.
Still here in my Monday computer group 2nd period. then at 2pm its back to coleen at the art table. fucking stupid.
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8:34 pm. just walked to gabby's pizza, then stopped off at 90 main, read a little, then rocked out on their piano.
3:27 pm, Tuesday march 3rd. just got out of day hospital. john bowles gave me the keys to his apartment and had me move the beer out of his fridge into my fridge in case his ioc workers check his fridge or some shit. i think he's being paranoid, but we'll see.
during day hospital today Emily from rist showed up and had me electronically sign a bunch of shit, some release documents or something. john bowles came over and drank his beer, then we went back to his place and watched "the animal".
7:49 am, Wednesday march 4th. about to head into day program with john bowles. we're going to dunkin donuts.
drove Brandon home, went to Walmart, bought drano, drove to the sands, wasted $140, came home, poured the tiniest bit of drano into the shower drain and it's already backed up. god damn, that shit is clogged.
The shower has been completely unclogged! Thanks drano! I took a nice long shower.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U1Qt6a-vaNM
Thursday, march 5th. 10:16 am. bowling with rist got cancelled and rescheduled to march 19th. i am now preheating the oven for a pizza that will be cooked and eaten.
Pizza was eaten. I laid in bed for about 3 hours. Then i walked to probation and back, which was closed. then i shaved my face and ordered replacement foils, since one is torn a bit.
Just took a boredom shower, and the hot water ran out on me. How dare it run out! I had to end the shower after 30 minutes.
Friday, march 6th. 7:53 am.
6:07 pm. my parents are bringing chicken over to eat for dinner. i am trying to make RUF 1.2 fun, but i am failing. still trying.
just went to see "chappie", a movie about robot ai and stuff. went with my dad. it was a most excellent movie.
11:39 am, Saturday march 7th. woke up, ate some cereal.
john bowles just came over, wanting a ride to the liquor store. i told him no.
So he walks to the liquor store and comes back with a 40. He came over, drank it, smoked a cigarette, then we went to his place for like 30 minutes and started to watched season 6 of "the wire". then i got bored and left, went into my car, drove to gabby's, got 2 stuffed slices, came back home, took a shower, cut my fingernails.
John bowles came back over for 5 minutes, then left.
6:14 pm. Teresa from rist is coming over to deliver some cash.
went to bed early, around 6:40 pm. its now 9:47 am, sunday, march 8th.
Just shaved my face. now going to check the mail, hopefully disappearance of the universe arrived by now.
nope, no new book. cooking up some double spinach now.
13*19=247
Yabba dabba doo!
Adam from rist is coming over.
I took a shit, and now I'm heading to the sands with $140. good luck to me.
played 2 fucking hands, JJ and KK, both times i saw a flop with 1 player holding one ace, and the flop contained an ace. boom, money gone. just bought a roast beef sub from steves, flossed my teeth.
Went to john bowles, drank some sierra Nevada, watched con air.
must stop drinking alcohol. woke up at 1 am and couldn't get back to sleep till around 3:30. it is now 7:52 am, Monday march 9th.
12:55 pm. just ate lunch at the day hospital, and walked around talking to many strangers. getting back into the flow.
John bowles gave me some broccoli salad during 3rd period. i then drove to steve's and got A roast beef sub, then came home and took a shower. it is now 4:12 pm. what to do, what to do.....
4:40 pm, still sitting here. i think i'll play full tilt poker.
walked to the library with sean and nelson, got 4 dvds, planet of the apes, Frankenstein, paul, and pineapple express. then went to sean's and watched frost Nixon.
Tuesday, march 10th. 7:55 am.
9:31 pm. after day program i withdrew my last $200 from the bank and drove to the sands. i left with $852! hooray! i ate a turkey BLTA. the A stands for avocado.
actually i arrived home with $876.
7:59 am. Wednesday march 11th.
4:01 pm. i got home, shaved, shit, and showered. now watching Frankenstein.
john bowles came over, and we took the dvd to his house. but he was pacing around and talking the whole time, so i didn't really get to watch it. i came home and checked the mail, and found razor parts and disappearance of the universe. the razor parts did not match my razor. i'm now reading the book, DOTU.
16*19=304
9:58 pm, Thursday march 12th. woke up, got a roast beef sub and bag of salt and vinegar lays chips from steve's and ate those around 10 am. then went to the hospital around 10:30, ate a bagel with butter, went to my pathways appointment where i expressed a lack of motivation to get back to work. then i went to the ICU and drank the usual 2 cups of free coffee. it was packed in there. then i drove to probation, where mr. manzini said i didn't have to come back again until april 9th. i then drove to the sands and played poker until 9 pm, and drove home with $659 in my pocket. i had over $1000 at one point, but bad luck and bad bluffs cost me.
Friday march 13th, 7:57 am. i refilled my water bottles.
just got home from day program, took a shower. need to do laundry, but people are busy using the machines. i'll do it sunday. tomorrow i am going to the sands again.
mom came over and brought sesame chicken and peas. then she took my bike and left.
17*17=289
I went to steves and cashed in my $10 lottery ticket. then i went to john bowles and watched dumb and dumber to. then i came home and went to sleep. it is now 11:11 am, Saturday march 14th. i am going to get 2 PEC bagel sandwiches, then driving to the sands. go me!
10:43 am, sunday march 15th. i arrived home from the sands last night at 12:45 am with $736. a small profit! hooray! at one point i was all in for my whole stack with top pair vs the ace high flush draw, and amazingly, i won. i could have been broke at that point, but luck favored me.
dave from rist came over, and im doing laundry. it'll be ready in ten minutes, at 12:45 pm
john bowles and sean came over. we are drinking becks
sean left to go drive tim's car, me and john went to his place and watched "paul". then i came home, shaved and showered.
7:55 am, Monday march 16th.
6:55 pm. just got back from the sands. i am broke. $18, so not totally broke.
made double spinach, played a little starcraft. time for bed, 9:48 pm.
11:32 am, tuesday march 17th. im supposed to get my invega shot today, but they're having problems with my insurance, so i still havent got my shot yet.
4:53 pm. i got my shot, then i drove brandom home to ringoes. i asked for $5, he said he'd have it tomorrow. i then went to steve's and got a roast beef sub, and now im playing starcraft. RUF 1.1, to be specific.
8:02 am, Wednesday march 18th.
Danielle sat almost next to me in med psycho ed, and she got in line directly behind me for lunch! cool. i got home from program, went to john bowles with sean, and who calls me on the phone? kim from greystone! she says come over anytime. excellent, i think i will.
8:57 am, Thursday march 19th.
5:11 pm. i went bowling with rist.
9:34 pm. i went to the open mic night at 90 main.
7:59 am, Friday march 20th. first day of spring?
3:40 pm. it is snowing.
8:49 pm. john bowles came over, then we went to steve's and i got a sub, a bag of chips, and ice cream. we went to his house and i ate the sub and chips. we watched billy Madison and snatch.
10:30 am, Saturday march 21st. just started to eat my turkey hill black cherry ice cream.
12:00 pm, sunday march 22nd. just got back from Madison, after driving to newton to see kim from greystone. slept over there Saturday night.
went to john bowles, watched a movie where a Hercules type fella killed the kraken using the medusa's head. he flew in on a Pegasus.
8:00 am, Monday march 23rd
3:29 pm. back home from day program.
i played ruf 1.1, ftp. i shaved and showered, went to bed around 8 pm. its now 7:58 am, Tuesday march 24th.
I declined a walk with sean to the library.
12:44 pm. lunch was pulled pork. delicious.
i went to john bowles and watched silent hill, which sucked, and the first part of gangs of new York. and i borrowed what the bleep do we know from john bowles, and am now going to watch it.
Wednesday march 25th. 7:49 am.
Thursday, march 26th. 10:14 am.
5:45 pm. just took a shower. spent all day playing starcraft and poker. drove sean home from Sherwin Williams, stopped off at steve's and got a sub and a snickers bar. ate double broccoli for breakfast.
Friday, march 27th. 7:53 am.
3:58 pm. drove allen home from day hospital, then picked up sean from Sherwin Williams. got home, cut my fingernails and shaved.
went to john bowles and watched master of disguises, blade, and ronin. the time is now 10:44 am, Saturday, march 28th. i ate 2 bowls of cereal.
7:24 pm. bought 12 gallon jugs of distilled water from shop rite, and spent $14 at five guys. wAY too much money.
8:35 am, sunday march 29th. about to meet my parents at the country griddle for breakfast.
10:24 am. playing starcraft and poker. saw allen at the country griddle. ordered an eggplant parmiagna and couldn't finish it all, took some home and put it in my fridge.
jamal from rist came over without my pna, so i told him to go back and get it, which he did. $100 + 40 from my wallet, and im off to the sands! i blew it all in one hand with KJ. raised, one Asian girl calls. flop J99, she check raises me to 25. warning bells should have been going off. i called. turn 9. she bets 40. alarm bells should have been firing, but i called. river Q, she bets it all, i said fuck it and called, giving my money away. unable to fold one pair of jacks.
Monday march 30th, 7:39 am. about to go pick up Amanda and go to day program. she got 5 bucks for me! i only have 10 bucks in my pocket!
lunch was pasta with clams. delicious. I now sit in Monday afternoon "clerical" group. basically its me and mike t sitting at computers for an hour. what a fucking joyous occasion.
linda came in and would not leave for about 5 minutes, she was lecturing me about the importance of clerical group and all that. god damn she's annoying. anyways, im home now from day hospital. day hospital sucks balls!
im going to steves to get a sub.
hung out with sean, john bowles, nelson, and scott.
it is now 7:50 am, Tuesday march 31st. kitty turns 28 today.
Play money chip record (pmcr): 67,325
Kirsten from rist was supposed to come over, but i don't know where she is. its 4:38 pm, and i need to shave & shower.
pmcr: 77,025
pmcr: 93,250
pmcr: 97,400
Kirsten just called, said she'd be over in 25 minutes. its 5:21 pm right now, and i'm down to 48,925 chips after running A9 into AK.
pmcr: 103,725
Kirsten came, and i showered and shaved. time is now 6:35 pm. about to head to Pittstown to celebrate kitty's birthday.
pmcr: 135,000
pmcr: 227,000
pmcr: 370,000
pmcr: 498,250
pmcr: 696,250
after having sushied at my sister's house, i come home to play internet poker while listening to liquid tension experiment.
pmcr: 710,250
pmcr: 1.1 MIL
Celebration! Woooooooo! It's april fools day, or april 1st. only 5 more months until September!! im still frizzled from kittys house.
7:32 am, Wednesday april 1st, and im awake now after a short nap. playing poker in outer space.
i drove nelson and his friend to Walmart and back, they paid me 3 bucks.
Thursday april 2nd. 10:07 am. playing starcraft and poker.
cooking up some double spinach with butter.
dan from rist brought over $500 which i took to the sands and turned into $1280. i had 2 slices of pizza.
Real Life Bankroll Record (rlbr): $1281
Friday april 3rd, 7:42 am.
i went to applebee's with john bowles and had 2 plates of pepper steak. i had 2 yuengling beers, he had 3 coors lights. it cost me $50 including the tip. then we went to his place and watched tombstone.
Saturday april 4th, 8:57 am.
10:11 pm. just got back from the sands, where i spent all day playing poker. i have ended with $1933 in my wallet. i started with $1000.
rlbr: $1933
2 WINNING SESSIONS IN A ROW
sunday march 5th, 8:44 am.
Monday march 6th, 1:03 pm. my internet has been down at my apartment. yesterday I rode my bike to five guys and ate a burger, fries, and an unsweet tea. it cost me $12. then I rode to sean's apartment and ate some baked ziti at his neighbor's house. then I drank a 40, and felt sick afterwards and it messed up my sleep that night. I MUST stop drinking. today lunch was green pesto, and was delicious. I had seconds, and I finished Kathy's plate.
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Someone sent a private message to www.jamesjpoker.com
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Tuesday april 7th, 4:15 pm. just got my internet back by unplugging then replugging in my modem. just drove sean to pnc bank to get his paycheck cashed.
Kirsten from rist came over, and gave me a ride to gabby's pizza. i then walked home in the rain.
Wednesday april 8th. 7:58 am.
5:08 pm. i drove Amanda home from day hospital, she gave me $5. i then went to the Mexican restaurant right next to unity bank and blew $25 on a meal. i then came home to take a shower. i'm wearing all brown now.
Thursday april 9th. 9:03 am. today im going to see mr. manzini, and then to the sands all fuckin day!
i bought in for $300, cashed out $914. hooray! the time is now 7:54 am. Friday april 10th.
3:47 pm. about to pick up sean from work and go play pool. i forgot to mention a few days back on Monday, i lost $600 bucks at the sands. but i won it back yesterday, so its all good. still though, i need to stop losing and continue winning.
after playing pool with sean, we went to scott's where i spent 20 bucks and got frizzled. we went to john bowles and watched searching susan and then star wars 3 revenge of the sith. and now im going to go to boston market and then the sands with $600. it is 8:51 am on Saturday april 11th.
boston market was closed, and so was gabby's pizza. so i went to the Flemington bagel shop and got 2 pork roll egg and cheese sandwiches on everything bagels. and i lost $600 at the sands, and now im back home. it is 6:10 pm.
sunday april 12th. 6:49 am. today im going on a 20 mile bike ride with my dad.
2:16 pm. i couldn't do 20 miles, i ended up stopping after only 7 miles. i came home and laid in bed for 4 hours.
refilling my water bottles now.
i went to Walmart and bought 1.5 quarts of cookies n cream ice cream. this sugar habit needs to go.
john bowles came over with a 40 in hand, drank it while playing some songs on youtube, then we walked to steves where he bought a can of Sunkist, then we went to his place and listened to the talking heads. sean came over, and said he needed a ride to Walmart, then left to go to his house, so i came back home and took a shower and shit. now im out and i called him, no response.
drove sean to Walmart, then came home and went to bed. Monday april 13th. im about to go pick up Amanda and go to day hospital.
I'm in day hospital now, in the Monday afternoon computer class time. linda bothered me again this week, for a full 10 minutes. god damn she is annoying. I just went a shit out a little diarrhea. the time is now 1:39 pm.
just took Amanda to the sands and won $121, but gave her $60, so net profit of about 60 bucks.
7:31 am, Tuesday april 14th. i get my invega shot today. and once again, i'm picking Amanda up and driving her to day hospital.
i drove to the sands and lost $600. i lost my first $300 with aq vs ak, then went on tilt on steamed off the other $300. then i locked my car keys in my car at the turkey hill gas station on the way back, had to call AAA. am now going to shave shower then bed.
Wednesday april 15th. 7:54 am.
its 4:15 pm on 4/15/15. i just rocked out on piano for about 40 minutes, and i invited Kathy over to play some poker.
KATHY didn't come, and caps lock was on when i typed her name. its now 9:15 am on Thursday april 16th, 2015.
i went to the sands and blew $500 playing poker. the cards just weren't coming.
7:51 am, Friday april 17th.
just back from day hospital. i gave ryan and forrest my number, we're going to play some music sometime.
Kathy's coming over today, we're going to play some poker.
11:34 am, Saturday april 18th. i slept in late. i had some fun with a deck of cards, then i come to my phone to find both mike t and todd have texted me. im now about to walk to the bagel shop to get 2 pec's.
i cut my fingernails and toenails just now. after walking to the bagel shop i met my mom in cocco's café. there was a band playing outside on the sidewalk. i ordered an ice water, then walked home.
i went to dinner with my parents at the pattenburg house, and i played pool with my dad. i won 3 games out of 5.
it is now 10:54 am, sunday april 19th.
im listening to shpongle while playing FTP. before i listened to oz noy.
im playing ultralisk racing, for the first time in a while.
3:15 pm. showered and shaved.
Monday, april 20th. 7:38 am. im about to go pick up Amanda and bring her to day hospital.
12:52 pm. im now in the computer room, sitting here feeling sorry for myself. im supposed to be doing some mavis beacon typing, but I am typing now using my own personal method, not the one taught by mavis beacon. fuck that.
its 1:21 pm now. im now using the mavis beacon typing method. I prefer my own method, so im switching back to it now. there much better, I feel more free and relaxed.
3:08 pm. day hospital is over for today. i am about to refill my water bottles. Emily from rist is coming over with $200, which i will drive to the casino with, and fucking WIN, mother fucker!!
change of plans. i stayed home aND played bgh base switching. tomorrow i will go to the casino.
Tuesday april 21st. 7:52 am.
went to the sands and blew my $200. the cards did not go my way at all, it was painful.
Wednesday april 22nd. 7:53 am
i was going to go to phillipsburg to hackeysack with todd, but its kinda raining out, so i invited Kathy over to play poker instead.
Thursday april 23rd, 10:48 am.
i walked to probation, then walked to gabby's pizza and spent $10.
i just laid down in my bed for 3 hours.
Friday april 24th, 7:53 am.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y1RQciil7B0
i went to see fast and furious 7 with my dad and eric last night, and now im going to the country griddle for breakfast with my dad. it is 7:47 am, Saturday april 25th.
Thanks for the video, Joe.
i withdrew my last $200 from the bank and went to the sands. i lost it playing poker. my AA lost to 77. cards didn't come. i played very tight.
john bowles paid me back the $20 he owes me. i drove sean to Walmart. i came home, showered, shaved, refilled my water bottles. now time for bed. it is 8:48 pm.
sunday april 26th, 11:11 am. woke up to sean calling me at 9 am, went outside and played ball with him for a little while.
i got a roast beef sub from steve's.
i just laid down for 3 hours. the time is now 7:01 pm
feeling some urges to go to Walmart and buy some ice cream. resisting the urges.
playing ftp while listening to tupac till the end of time.
now listening to the secret of mana soundtrack.
what a beautiful soundtrack. 8:17 pm.
7:17 am, Monday april 27th.
3:13 pm, Tuesday april 28th. yesterday i gave jim a ride to hunter hills, and hung out with him all day. i met a pink haired girl named Danielle, and got hooked up.
3:16 Wednesday april 29th. yesterday i went to phillipsburg to hackeysack with todd.
7:05 pm. john bowles came and got his longboard out of my trunk. i made another ruf 1.2, but it wasn't fun.
Thursday april 30th, 12:25 pm.
Emily from rist came over, then i went to the sands and wasted $100 in one hand. i had j10 suited, saw a flop with 4 other people, J 7 4. i bet, 1 call. turn J. im all in, guy calls with mother fucking 77. boom, money gone, just like that.
Friday may 1st, 7:23 am. FOUR MORE MONTHS UNTIL SEPTEMBER!!!
today i drove megan to social services, allen home, and john to the liquor store and home. i took a shower and cut my fingernails, and i just put my laundry in. it is 4:47 now, moving clothes into dryer at 5:17
laundry is done.
Saturday may 2nd, 9:39 am.
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sunday may 3rd. 9:23 am. scott just paid me back 10 bucks.
just walked to main street bagel and bought 2 pec's.
12:14 pm. 18*16=288
2:54 pm. im now going to watch the new avengers movie with my dad.
i watched the movie, then we went to the country griddle where i ordered the Tropicana salad, and my mom came along. it is now 7:53 am, Monday, may 4th.
I'm now in Monday afternoon computer room. yippee, an hour to kill sitting in front of a computer, unless linda comes along and kicks me out like she did last week.
4:25 pm. i already used up my play money on ftp. thinking about getting a roast beef sub. maybe ill walk to gabby's instead. or maybe ill just sit here and starve.
i know! i'll take a shower, that will kill some time.
5:37 pm. listening to Godzilla by blue oyster cult.
alright, im headed to steves for a roast beef sub. 6:37 pm.
Tuesday may 5th. 7:52 am.
3:08 pm, home from program. i refilled my water bottles.
7:37 pm. guess what i did today? played starcraft and poker.
Wednesday may 6th. 7:52 am.
4:05 pm, home from program. shaved and showered. listening to frank zappa Dinah moe humm.
9:45 pm. nelson and Juliet came over.
oh and earlier today, i went for a walk around Flemington on the usual route.
10:15 am, Thursday may 7th.
i went to get 2 pec's from the bagel shop, then went to probation, and manzini was not there. i came back home, hung out with nelson, sean, Juliet, and john. i ate sushi. me and nelson played chess. i played return to forever.
Friday may 8th, 7:51 am.
back from program. 3:14 pm. just refilled my water bottles.
nelson john Juliet and sean came over and we sushied. we even went to tgi Friday's where i played a little pool.
Saturday may 9th, 10:07 pm. i woke up to sean coming over to hackeysack, and we hung out with nelson and john bowles. we drove to the liquor store twice and sonic once. no sushi today.
12:57 pm, sunday may 10th. still chugging along. john left his food stamp card here.
3:55 pm. john and sean came over for an hour or two, then left. i shaved and showered, and now im going to cut my fingernails.
fingernails have been cut.
10:13 pm. just went to a mothers day dinner with the family, and had a nice long refreshing talk with my parents afterwards.
Monday may 11th, 7:57 am.
in the Monday computer group at day hospital. life sucks. I am so depressed and anti social. this is torture waiting until September, but somehow I must manage.
5:41 pm. slept for a few hours, turned away john bowles and sean, now playing on FTP.
hackeysacked with sean, played palace with nelson and Juliet. 8:27 am, Tuesday may 12th. i get my invega shot today.
4:22 pm. got out of program, went to pancheros, came home, shit and showered.
drove with nelson and Juliet to the liquor store, then went and hackeysacked with sean and dave. then we came back to my place and jammed. he's in my phone as dave drums.
8:54 am. Wednesday may 13th. about to go to a baseball game with rist, the 2nd one of the year.
5:18 pm. got home from the baseball game in which the clippers beat the iron pigs, 3-2. drove scott and sam to gamestop and back, picked up sean along the way. came back home, cooked up some quinoa. now calling sean back.
nelson and Juliet stopped over, and we got frizzle fried. 12:19 pm, Thursday may 14th. i have an appointment with some oriental witch doctors at 2 pm, which parents are paying for.
9:42 pm, almost ready for bed. reading articles about AI and aliens. waitbutwhy.com
Friday may 15th. 8:22 am.
back from program. gave allen a ride home, picked up nelson and Juliet on the way to picking up sean from work, drove back home, refilled my water bottles, played some cards. i did not frizzle.
im playing FTP, and nelson and Juliet are just sitting on the couch. sean was here too, but he left.
8:17 pm. nelson and Juliet left, i walked to steves and got a roast beef sub and came back and ate it.
Saturday may 16th. 1:50 pm. john bowles came over at 10 am, but he left when he saw my pajama pants still on.
john, sean and brad stopped over while dan from rist was here. i went to get gabbys pizza after dan left, then i went over to john bowles's and watched part of "fame" with him and brad. then i went for a walk through Flemington.
6:46 pm. just drove sean to Walmart.
sunday may 17th. 7:38 am. about to go to breakfast with parents at country griddle. listening to my 2013 cd of me and tom jamming in my alarm clock.
12:59 pm. just back from the sands casino, where $160 of hard earned cash was lost.
4:27 pm. walked to gabby's pizza, then on the way back sean picked me up with tim's car. we listened to cake.
7:40 pm. went to john bowles and watched a skater movie.
Monday may 18th. 8:21 am. john bowles just came over, and we'll be leaving for day hospital in 10 minutes.
12:48 pm. me and bill are tied at 2 games each today in pool. im now sitting in the computer room, doing nothing in particular. just wasting time.
only one computer out of 3 in here actually gets internet. one guy is in here trying to fix it. 1:42 pm.
only 3 and a half more months till September!
15 more weeks!
john bowles and sean came over. sean brought his laptop and connected to my internet. john is pacing around.
8:29 pm. just showered and shaved, now going to bed.
8:22 am, Tuesday may 19th. just took an early morning shit.
7:33 pm. got out of program, went to an art exhibit and talked to a few girls. lent john bowles 5 bucks.
10:12 pm. just went to shop rite for an evening ice cream run. not kicking the habit just yet. VanChocStraw was calling my name. and I've decided im going to fix up this website into something impressive, just like i was trying to do in 2012. private messaging, poker tables, public messaging, maybe even some sideways forums.
8:23 am, Wednesday may 20th.
poopsex: 5:20 pm. i finished off the ice cream, and nelson stopped by, said he was coming back.
Someone sent a private message to www.jamesjpoker.com
on second thought, making something impressive out of this website is a tall order. i don't know if i'm up to the task....
7:02 pm. playing ruf 1.2 while children play outside. the map starts out filled with cerebrates, and each cerebrate is owned by a different player and spawns a different unit.
9:50 am, Thursday may 21st. sean came and woke me up.
i ate 6 eggs, then we played pool for 2 hours, sarah L from greystone called me, then we went to gabby's pizza, and now we're back here to check movie times for mad max fury road.
6:24 pm. im back from fury road. what a furious road it was.
8:23 am, Friday may 22nd. another day.
1:49 pm. left program early today because it was all fun and games after lunch, a sort of memorial day celebration. dan from rist is coming over with $100. i gave allen a ride home.
6:20 pm. sean and nelson got into an argument, then i went to john bowles and watched part of a movie about aliens attacking manhattan. they looked like zerglings.
7:21 pm. its almost sleep time, hooray. listening to shpongle. 102 more days till September!
Saturday may 23rd, 10:27 am. about to go get 2 pec's from the bagel shop.
While inside the bagel shop, i got a text from Andrew v telling me to come to the farmers market and listen to him playing music. so i walked over there, listened for a bit, and bought a birthday card for my dad. 101 more days.
2:24 pm. just laid down for about 2 hours. 101 more days.
zeroa-hoa-hiya!
went outside and hackeysacked with sean for a bit, talked to a girl outside her car with john bowles present also, and now me and nelson are back here at my place.
drove nelson and Juliet and their friend from north Carolina around to the ramada and such, then came back and walked through hunter hills talking to people. then i went to the pattenburg to hear slackjaw play, kitty and amy came too. i saw dan maas, Andrew McLaughlin, Nicole bell. i drank water. the time is now 11:45 am, sunday may 24th. 100 more days.
2:30 pm. i went to shop rite and ate from the hot food bar. i also bought a bag of cherries. i also bought 12 gallon jugs of distilled water and hauled them home to my bookshelves.
8:46 pm. just back from the movies with my family, we saw tomorrow land. zack danna texted me about a tunnel fire tonight at 10 pm
11:41 am, Monday may 25th. 99 more days. john bowles came over with an 18 pack of beer.
me john and scott walked to main st, then i went to gabby's pizza, and walked all the way back.
took a shower, now doing laundry. clothes are in the washer. 2:42 now, they will be ready to move into the dryer at 3:10 pm.
clothes are in the dryer, they'll be ready at 4:15 pm
so....damn....tired....
laundry is put away. john and sean stopped over for 10 minutes, then left. they each had a Budweiser in hand, sean checked his facebook, john came in my room and noticed a polo shirt in my closet. 4:42 pm. 99 days left.
oh and sean borrowed 10 bucks from me
aaaaaaaaaaand im playing FTP
Tuesday may 26th, 8:26 am. 14 more weeks! john bowles is over here pacing around, we're about to go to day hospital.
forgot to mention yesterday i played hackeysack and some other ball games with sean and dave. today however i just got back from program, where i spent $5 on broccoli salad and a cookie.
6:11 pm. just hackeysacked for an hour with sean, now building ruf 1.0.
ruf 1.0 sucked, sitting here bored. went to steve's, got a roast beef sub.
8:25 am, Wednesday may 27th. 97 more days.
3:25 pm, back from program.
just went with Emily, rob, paul, chuck, and Olivia to the art show conclusion and award ceremony. 8:07 pm
9:21 pm. just drove john bowles to the emergency room. he's checking in again, ryan's death is getting to him.
9:34 am, Thursday may 28th. 96 more days. its my dads birthday today. im going bowling with rist today, then going to probation.
4:47 pm, back from probation. i ate lots of cookies in the bowling alley.
jamal got lost trying to drive us home from the bowling alley.
i took a shit while at probation.
and saw allen at his house on the way to probation.
8:24 am, Friday may 29th. 95 more days.
3:19 pm, home from program. Teresa from rist is coming over with $100.
4:33 pm. listening to guitar del mar while playing FTP.
What is 0 * 17?